I don’t like ‘liking someone’ .. I don’t like feeling like I’m going to brown me knickers every time he talks to me. It’s so frustrating to me when I like someone and especially someone like ‘Him’. He’s one of those stereotype boys that has all the friends and goes to parties every weekend and likes the skinny girls in tiny amounts of clothes and huge amounts of makeup. The type that wouldn’t be caught dead being with a girl like me. It’s frustrating because I’m not feeling sorry for myself by feeling this way about liking him, that’s just the way of it. It’s simple, teenage boys are pricks and I’ve somehow fallen for one of these pricks and there is absolutely nothing I can do about that because for some fucked up reason you can’t help who you like! Il get over it just like how I got over every other prick of a boy I’ve liked it’s just so shit when someone who doesn’t even try, can make you feel shit about yourself and how you look.